Going in a hiatus, I've been considering leaving dA for a while, especially with everything going on at home.
And no, this is not your general "college is swallowing up my time" or "I'm having problems with my family" excuse, this is something a lot more, and if you've noticed by all the rather gruesome art I've been posting recently, it's effecting my mentality quite heavily. Not only am I having problems with my own identity, anxiety and depression, but my family have seemingly turned on me, constantly pointing fingers and blaming me for my mental problems; something I can't control.
This has been going on since February, and I'm not going to ramble. My friends and followers deserve the truth.
I've attempted suicide twice, and it's landed me in hospital both times.
So it doesn't help that my art makes me insanely insecure, thinking I'll never be as good as certain idols, and constantly viewing my art as nothing but a pile of shit. My literature is decent, but it's nothing to write home about. My gallery will still be available, but I doubt I'll be updating for a while, not for a month or two. I'd close my account, but this thing holds too many memories, and I'd still like to keep updated with chapters of fanfictions, comics, my favourite artists, etc.
However, if I never return, you'll have an idea about what happened.
And if that's the case, I'll probably be passing all my accounts on to my very trusted friend of roughly five years, AwesomeSpyro.
I do have plans for Halloween, so if I'm still around by then, I'll be posting a picture of my outfit. I'm going as Sorcerer!Britain from the Hetaween episode. I hope it goes well.