I just wanted to leave a quick update for why I haven't really been around.
Firstly, my family is starting to fall apart again, my father refuses to have any communication with my mother, and my brother has moved out of the house in result of the all the arguing. I can't help to feel like this is mostly my fault, since the arguments are usually about me and my mental problems, so until my family learns that I'm not in control of my issues, I'll keep feeling this way. It doesn't help that I'm getting my GCSEs back soon, and heading into college at the beginning of September (though I'd rather get an apprenticeship, however my family didn't like that idea), so I'm very on edge right now. I have been drawing just as much, it's just my inspiration to draw or write anything good has been dwindling recently, and the only things I've been able to do recently is character designs (as before mentioned, I don't like putting my design pages on dA, so you won't be seeing those for a while, sorry ^^'). I've also been job hunting, since I need a job to get into a level 2 animal care course, and need the money to start supporting myself rather than relying on my bickering family (If you live in England, Bristol, feel free to send me some advertisements).
However, I have actually been planning two things at the moment. The first thing is that, once I've designed more minor characters and villains for my character storyline, I'd like to start on some sort of visual novel around my main cast of ten's interactions with each other, the plot and the minor/villainous characters (Silver and her faction do not count as villains, they're more of antagonists to rival Gemstone's faction), though I doubt this will be for a while (with all the fighting at home, college work and job shifts). I've also been designing myself as a male, horned wolf, and some other friends (they'll know who they are soon~) as apex predators to be background characters in city scenes. The second thing I'd like to start on is literature on things I'm interested in, like Hetalia, Godzilla, Okami and Metal gear (ect). It will not be fanfiction, there will be no literature on ships or general fanboyish things.
The plots will remain serious, and focus on the theme of the franchise the literature is about. Godzilla is about giant monsters fighting and destroying cities, so I'll write about that. Hetalia is about personified nations bickering, but has serious underlying tones about the disasters of war and the sadness it causes, so I'll write about that. Okami is about a Japanese goddess brought to life in the form of a wolf to save Japan from demons, so I'll write about that. You get the point. I'm not going to let my literature fall into the shitpit that is fan literature, it will remain non-romantic, and will not stray away from the point of the franchise. Oh, and for the older Godzilla fans: no, Godzilla will not speak as he did in Godzilla vs Gigan *shivers uncontrollably at the cringe of that movie*.
Oh, and one more thing~
I just wanted to talk about this bird I took in for a night last month after finding him injured on the side of the road with a broken wing. I called the RSPCA and they said they couldn't pick him up until the next day, so I had to keep him in a spare pet box for the night. The next day, he was picked up by the RSPCA, who took him back to their shelter and have been emailing me about his progress ever since. I named him Kiku around the time, because his feathers reminded me of Honda, Kiku's hair from Hetalia.
I don't really have much to say, besides that I'll try and be on more before college. Hope everyone is having a lovely holiday, because we brits sure aren't *puts umbrella up hastily*.